My life…in many words.

Well a lot has been happening lately.  I’m not entirely sure how long this post is going to be, I kind of have a lot to say.  My biological dad and my step-mom come in this week.  I can honestly say that I never would have imagined that I would be so excited.  It has been a full six years almost since I have seen them, I’m still extremely nervous, but I am looking forward to this weekend.  I’m currently starting my second month at SIC and I am making plans like crazy on how to further my career.  There are just so many opportunities, however I’m unsure if I even have close to enough time.  I’m currently pursuing the Scottsdale School of Underwriting, which is a PAID program that is twice my current salary.  It offers a guaranteed position as an underwriter, as well as a $3,000-$5,000 raise upon graduation.  I have never been more motivated and driven in my entire life.  I’m looking for every opening, and every class to further myself in the company.  I’m getting my name out there, shaking hands with managers and directors, and most of all, making outstanding impressions with more than satisfactory performance.  I have so much to work towards and so much fuel burning inside of me.  I’m beginning to get restless.  All I need to do is to find a calming point.  There is just SO much going on and SO much running through my mind. 

I want to be able to give Tyler and my future family the life that I never even dreamed of providing.  Starting out in a career so young, I could move to the very top.  I want to give Tyler the house she’s always dreamed of, the car she dreams of having, and the little black boys she wants to adopt .  There is just so much I’m reaching, and hoping for.  I just hope I can give it to her.  She is the absolute LOVE of my LIFE, she is my rock, she is my best friend.  I would wrap the Earth and the Moon up in a big box with a bow and give it to her as a gift every single day if I could.  She means everything to me and I want to show her every second.  People say we are so young, and we are rushing into things.  Put all I have to say is that they can blow it out their butts.  It is OUR life and it is perfect just the way it is.  We know that we are making the right decision.  We get to spend the rest of our lives together.  She is the most wonderful person I have ever met, and I love her with my whole heart.

“You want the moon? Just say the word and I'll throw a lasso around it and pull it down.” – It’s A Wonderful Life