Many events have occured in the last year...some written about some not. The past has happened and nothing can change that. What can be impacted, however, is the future. Every person has the ability to decide who they will be, but the biggest question I have for myself is... "Who will I become?" I know who I want to be... I just don't know how to acheive it. What I do know is that the people who have made their way out of my life have all contributed to shaping the man I am today. I in no way believe that I am perfect, i'm probably the furthest from that, but I do believe that I am a good person for the most part. I believe that I will, somehow, manage to be a good husband and father. But that fear still lingers..."What if i'm not?" I mean, after all I am only 18. But, others around me have seen it, and Tyler tells me I will be. So obviously I'm doing something to show it. The only thing that is 100% certain, is that the present is fantastic, and I am happy. That's something I haven't been able to say a whole lot in my life...but I can proudly say it now without a doubt in my mind.
"The past is history, the future is a mystery, but every day is a gift. That's why it is called the present."
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