New Years resolutions (NYR) are a crock of SHIT! It us just a celebrated form of procrastination...for example. "Oh hey! My NYR is to lose 150 lbs!" why wait so long fatty, just put down the FORK!!! Or, "hey! My NYR is to be a better person!" No, your a douchebag and NOTHING will ever change that. It's who you are. Deal with it. I have nothing against you if you have an NYR, I just think you're a dipshit. Why wait all year to do something. Be happy with who you are and make yourself feel that way if you don't like who you are. You don't need a holiday to do that, and if you do, pretend every day is a holiday you friggin' schmuck. From Blogspot, this Phoenix signing off.

So we just finished watching Grown Ups again...I figured I'd get this down in writing.....

My boys will never be spoiled little shits who demand everything and sit inside all day watching tv. They will get there asses up and play outside like normal freaking kids. Also they will not be handed everything in life, they will work for the majority of the things they get. That way they will appreciate it more and they will be productive members of society. Also...they will respect their mother, that's a big one for me. Ty and I are going to raise great kids thy are freaking smart little shits. Okay done ranting....peace out bloggrs.

So today we left for our first stop on a MUCH needed vacation....I've been extremely stressed out lately and going to Utah is a perfect escape :) we stopped in Vegas this afternoon, it was my first time there and it was a blast walking around the strip with my favorite person in the world. Then we packed up and finished our trip to St. George where we had dinner with Grandma Barbra-roo! :) tomorrow we leave for the SLC and I cannot wait to be there...as I posted before I love it here and I'm going to dread going home...but I'm going to soak in as much ad I can before Saturday :)

So Ty and I are watching are favorite show, Family Guy, just like we do every night...I thought I would just lay out my opinion on why this is quite simply the greatest modern comedy that has been on television in the past decade. Sur,e kids of our generation grew up Simpsons fans, blah blah whatever. The Simpsons died after a certain point and it amazes me that it is still on the air. Family Guy is a show for mature audiences that incorporates a perfect mix of everything. I have never witnessed anything incorporate such random themes and elements with such success. It continues a story line, just like any other sitcom does, and it has a new intriguing episode every week that focuses on different characters so they all get their share. But most of all, the greatest thing about Family Guy, is the pop culture references. It is a show that appeals to everyone but shows most people clips of great films and introduces them to a whole new world of film. Family Guy is freakin' sweet!

So today started off good, and then went completely down the drain....I went into work at 12 in a pretty good mood....a couple hours later it was time for my lunch break so I went to get in my car to go home and see Ty...too bad my car wouldn't shift out of park. So basically my car is pretty much done for. Then, the feud between my mother finally ended when we essentially decided to disown each other.........at least I'm at home now with the love of my life, and the person who can put me in a better mood with just one look. She's my rock and I don't know what I'd ever do without her.

Tyler and I just got back from going to breakfast with the grandparents at ihop :) then we did some quick grocery shopping and picked up some picture frames for Ty's Arc drawings!!! They look great!

Okay sooooooooo it worked haha...
So from August until now a lot has happened, first off, I GOT ENGAGED!!!! I'm going to marry Tyler Neeley on May 26, 2012! And that pretty much sums it up :p I work a lot so my life is pretty uneventful...oh! Tangled was awesome and if you haven't seen it you definitley should! Well until next time...You stay classy San Diego!

I have posted anything on here in forever....I'm trying to set up mobile updating so I'll be able to post when I have somethin' to say!

UTAH!

--- Got back from vacation a couple of days ago. Utah was....AMAZING...I loved it there. Drove up to St. George for a day or so and then headed up to the SLC with my beautiful girl where I met her family and some friends :)We drove around Draper where Ty grew up and she showed me her high school...we went to her mall and hung out with some of her friends at the local minor league baseball field. (GO BEES!) hahaha We went up to Park City where Ty's daddy showed us the sights :p then we met up with Ty's mom and stepdad and lil sis up at the alpine slide and then went to visit the Olympic Park. Then we came back home :p It was very speacial for both of us I think...it was for me at least. I feel like a big hole in our relationship has finally been filled for the most part...I just felt like I was missing out on SO MUCH of not knowing anything of where the love of my life grew up and not having the oppurtunity to meet the friends and family she always talks so fondly of. On another note...the trip was an eye opener for me because i finally experienced the family atmosphere that ive always wanted. The trip was just overall...amazing.

Fallen hero...

Imagine how you would feel if you childhood role model looked you dead in the eye and told you that you couldn't do what they do. How would you feel if the person you looked up to your WHOLE life said that you are not strong enough to make a better life for yourself. Pretend that your favorite actor, or athlete, or best friend, of family member looked deep into your sould and said you will never be anything more than what you are right now. I met my role model for the first time when I was seven years old. The time that I spent with him changed my life forever, he made sacrifices for me that I never could have asked him to make. But slowly all that began to change...the feelings between us increasingly became bitter. Only just recently did the faded connection between us dissapear forever. He said those words mentioned to me above, he told me that I was not as strong as him, and that i was not man enough to make a life for myself and the girl that I love. I've been through some hard times and I've heard some worse things direccted at me, however for some reason, those words coming from him infuriated me beyond any comparison. At that moment I decided that I would prove him wrong, not for the sake of proving him wrong, but to prove to myself that I am the man that I know I am. So i'm never forgetting those words he said, they are my motivation. They are the reminder of not only him, but every person who told me I couldn't do something in my life. I'm no longer living my life to please people, I'm doing everything MY way, and if there are people in my life who don't agree with the way I live my live, I will provide an express lane to the highway out of my life. It is MY life and it is MY rules. I am going to live my life holding the hand of my girl, and together we will make our happy ending.

ITS SO FLUFFYYYYYY! :)

So tonight Ty and I went to go see Dispicable Me at the Paradise Valley Mall Cinema...WAY NICE REMODEL BY THE WAY...overall I have to say the movie was simly fantastic. It had a great mixture of humor, and kid friendly action...Also, the movie contained a small cast of characters, but all of which were extremely easy to fall in love with. My favorite character is shown above, so freaking cute hahahaha...I went into the movie unsure of how it would be because of it's trailers...the trailers definetly did not do this movie justice at all. It is a MUST SEE!!

Hi!

So this beautiful girl above started a blog on here a couple days ago and now I have one because I'm kind of jealous of all the fun she's having on here!....So, the beautiful girl above is not only the love of my life but the best friend I have ever had. She inspires me and motivates me in more ways than I can ever describe. I love her with all of my heart and I look forward to spending the rest of my life with her :)